I’ve known many people who were once completely debilitated by depression and anxiety who now manage it daily and rarely have a major problem. This isn’t the case for everyone, but please don’t give up! I believe there is great purpose in our trials. You are learning lessons you could not learn in any other way. The Savior himself once said His soul was exceedingly sorrowful. Perhaps your personal struggle with depression is drawing you closer to understanding His infinite Atonement.